I’m surrounded by bottles of pills and nutritional supplements. My body and brain are comprised of a myriad of difficult medical conditions. Being bipolar and having an anxiety disorder is no walk in the park, that’s for sure. Additionally, I suffer from stage 4 arthritis, degenerative disc disease, a torn right rotator cuff and three torn tendons in my right arm. I DONT recommend any of these conditions. They hurt like hell.
So here’s my morning meditation list:
Morphine, Percocet, Magnesium, Propranolol, Celexa and a Ritalin, followed by copious amounts of coffee to clear the lingering fog of the powerful bedtime pills.
My name is Jennifer. I’m tired. Tired of pills, pills, pills…. Except the Percocet. Those are rather nice.
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